On another note I am think I may be going through somewhat of a phase. What phase you ask? Well I haven't come up with a name for it yet but let me try to explain. And I am not trying to be selfish nor do I want a pity party. I have always been one to workout and do my best to stay in some sort of shape. Was I ever happy with my body? Probably not but at least I had some sort of control over it. Now is a totally different story! I have NO CONTROL over this belly! One day I feel like "well I guess i look ok for 6 1/2 months" and the next morning I wake up and think "GEEZE Louise this body is large." I am trying to work out and eat right but It seems to help very little. Also Where in the heck does all the cellulite come from??!!! I mean Really cottage cheese please! The so called belly attention is another story. I don't mind it that much sometimes but then other times I wish people wouldn't say "Aww look at your belly how cute" Do they think you don't know you have a belly? Who are you again, do i even know you? I don't like all the attention on the Largest part of my body thank you very much! I know I know it's all part of the process and every mom goes through it, guess I am just whiny today :0 Don't get me wrong I LOVE LOVE Emery so much already and love feeling her move inside me I just can't wait until we meet her. I wonder who she is going to look like.
And Oh how I miss alcohol! I am not an alcoholic but I SO miss drinking. I know they say you can have a glass of wine but I don't want just a glass of wine. I want The bottle and I want to enjoy it and not worry about it. Maybe even two bottles ;) Men could Never give up drinking for 9months! OK I think my bit**ing is done for the day. I hope all is well with each of you and keep your fingers crossed that Emery's bedding comes in this week so I can start doing something!
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Hang in there, girlfriend! You are beautiful! And Emery will be, as well. :) Love you and Arch!
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